I am ready. I'm ready to find that girl that will come into my life and change me. The one that when I meet, I will know I've found a piece of me that has been missing. Why is it so hard to find her?
I've always had a pretty planned out life and it just seems like things aren't the way I planned. I've always wanted to get married fairly young, in my early 20's, just because I see so many more marriages work out when the couple starts living their adult life together as opposed to trying to merge two completely independent adults together. I haven't even really met a girl that I could truly see myself being with for the rest of my life. I haven't met a girl that I clicked so tightly with that I couldn't see myself being with someone different.
I know I'm not supposed to worry about this. I know that God has a plan and it doesn't necessarily line up with mine. I just feel like I'm ready for that stage of my life to begin. Maybe that requires me not being at Michigan State.
Other than that, I'm finding myself in a much better mood lately. I've been really tired and been really busy, but I'm feeling good. My classes are starting to get better and I'm trying to make time for myself again. I've been able to play my guitar again, I went a few weeks without having time to even pick it up. I always feel so much better and more relaxed when I play guitar, it's just a good outlet. I've been working on writing a couple new songs and that really feels good, too. I try not to complain about being busy and what not because it's not as bad as it could be. I've been working on not complaining all together because I don't want to be that guy that just looks negatively on everything.
I'm trying to work on being content with what I have and not always desiring something more. That's difficult. I'm an American.
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